Am bored in school so write some random shit that I come to think about totally randomly!

Wow I get on wordpress after less than 20 hours away and I have 14 spam messages in my comments. xb It’s a bit irritating!

I am in school at the moment and are waiting for a dinner for us seniors to start, it will start in one hour and thirty minutes. I would like to write a discussion about UFOs or why you shouldn’t have your parents on facebook or why Sweden are the best and worst country ever xD I have had so much freetime today so I have thought about millions of things that I want to write about xD BUT, I don’t have a program on the school computer that corrects my English writing and I’m from Sweden and I actually suck at English xD hahahah

You have probably noticed that even though I have had a correction programe x) I will give you a funny, a bit sarcastic, a bit mean, a bit worthless post tomorrow about how our society is a mess ^^ But right now I am going to be selfish and only talk about me because I don’t need a wordcorrection program to do that x) hehehhe

Today I shall tell you a little secret about me ^^ I am an genderless alien. Either that or I am Canada… Which I noticed today xD
It was so funny, me and my friend were going outside and suddenly a telephone seller came up to us and started to talk with us about such a good deal for a phone. So we came with him and listened for a while and he only looked at my friend and only seemed to talk to my friend even though he started to talk with both of us from the beginning xD Then my friend said no and he didn’t even seem to notice me even though I had said no if I had had the chance to do so xD And even though my friend had said no that salle person took up the phone and said “hold it, it’s not bigger than this” and then continued, then he wanted to see the ID even though my friend already had said no. But he got to see the ID and he checked on the computer and said “yeah this looks good” and so on. “So do you want it?” He asked then and my friend just “no, I already have a new phone” which he already had said a couple of times xD Then he didn’t even ask me for ID or if I wanted it and I just “o.O I AM CANADA :o” xD But I have known that all my life, people don’t notice me that often xD And sometimes it can be good, especially in this kind of situations xD hahah

I really hate these school computers because the screen is so big so I don’t know how big paragraphs I can write without it being enormous on my computer at home, or how small I can write without it only being two small sentences at the one at home. xD Hmm… I have over one hour and ten twenty minutes left to the dinner Dx What should I write, what should I write?

Okay here comes a nine point list of things that you probably don’t know about me! Or probably know about me xD

1. I have lived with phagophobia since I were eleven. (fear of Swallowing) (Can also be fear of being eaten alive but I don’t have that)
2. I love shounen-ai, also called yaoi. (I KNOW THAT EVERYONE KNOWS THAT ABOUT ME, BUT I LIKE SAYING IT xD)
3. I am a bit addicted to coke.
4. I have played “anybody” in the musical westside story.
5. I had a period in my life when I were obsessed with ghosts, UFOs, aliens and other paranormal stuff so the interest in it still pops up sometimes now and then.
6. I don’t really believe that love excists, I believe that it is just a feeling that humans have created themselves. (Hate is also a self created feeling) (will probably write a post about it sometime)
7. I don’t believe in a God but I do believe in a kind of nature spirit, it hasn’t created the earth it just got created with the earth and when we die we kind of returns to the nature. (It’s a bit hard to explain in short so I will probably make a big post about it one day)
8. I am writing a book in Swedish with the first chapter out on the internet (but I will change the first chapter now because I have decided that my character shall be a bit different than I wanted her to be from the beginning)
9. I believe that all humans are born equal and then they become better or worse than others depending on their actions in life! (I will probably write a big post about this too in the future)

Now I shall end this post with telling you another thing that happened a while ago.

When I and my mom and dad were going to a wedding then my mom said that I should have a dress, but I don’t feel comfortable with wearing a dress so I said that I will have a nice shirt and black jeans. And she told me a lot of times that I should have  a dress because I’m a girl. WTF? I don’t like dresses and I feel more like a guy than a girl, I don’t feel comfortable at all in dresses and there she is trying to put me in a dress. But in the end I got to have “guy clothes” if that really excists. (this was a year ago)
Then a while ago when my parents were away for the weekend and I were alone at home my mom decided to buy me a white dress to my graduation… … W.H.Y? For the first, I don’t feel comfortable in dresses so I weren’t going to wear one to begin with, for the second I HATE WHITE. Not because I can’t wear white now and then but I hate that you see right threw white clothes and the underwear doesn’t become completely invinsible wichever color you have on them. She is my mom and she should know a bit what I like to wear after all these years. Especially when I haven’t changed my style since 9th grade. Sure, it is a tradition for girls to wear white dresses in Sweden on their graduation day BUT it was a tradition for women to stand in the kitchen for hundred of years too and not have any job 😀 That has changed xD Okay maybe not the same thing BUT everyone doesn’t follow traditions, one person in my class are going to wear black and another one pink. If I would follow traditions then I would have gotten drunk on my 18th birthday party and on graduation, but I don’t because I am a non-drinker. And for me that is the same thing, I am a non-wearing-dresses too xD For me it would be as for a guy if he were forced to have a dress, it would just be embarrasing for me. I don’t care if I am a girl, I don’t feel okay with wearing dresses. So I won’t have that dress that my mom bought me.


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