Go away snow!

I disappear for another month and I get a visitors record AGAIN! Why does people only come here when I am away?

Ooooh… Now I’m sad… you don’t like when I write stuff… *depressed*

I’m just kidding! x3

Anyway, my hair has grown out and now I am able to get all of it into a pony tail. FINALLY!!! 
We have also gotten snow here in Sweden. NOOOOOOOO!!

And the temperature is dropping lower and lower o.O

I have dressed the Christmas tree in black, and grey balls 😀 Balls? Wait what? … You know these kind of missunderstandings doesn’t happen in Swedish were Christmas balls is just named kulor… which also means balls… which… FORGET IT!!! It was probably only me who saw the pervy side of it anyways /(<_<)\

Time for a Christmas tale.. or not!
Yesterday night around two I decided that I were going to bed, then one of my friends on the internet told me “STAY UP AND JOIN THE GIRLS PARTY ON SKYPE IN TWO HOURS”
After some time she were able to make me stay, and then when it became morning for me and evening for her she decided to leave the party even though she said it would go on for the whole night. It only went out for five hours >_< I stayed with two other people for two more hours and then another had to leave then I decided to leave since I needed breakfast.

The whole day went by just fine without noticing anything bad about being up all night. Then it became four a clock in the afternoon and I half died in the couch xD

I woke up again around nine in the evening and felt like a … I don’t even know. I felt sick, my stomach hurt and ofc my period had started. I felt so bad so I seriously thought I were going to die if I went to sleep at that moment xD But I still went to sleep and I actually woke up to another day 😀

A weird thing is that my parents didn’t even notice that I didn’t leave my room or made any noise for five hours when I were sleeping on my couch… .. .. I don’t know if I should take that as a sign that my parents doesn’t love me enough to bother with me. Or if I should take it as a sign that I must leave my room more often so they actually notices if I die in there xD

Yesterday was the first day in my life that I actually spoke to people on skype. Usually I only type. I hate speaking in English because my accent sucks xD

Oh well, a really good thing with being the only non-English person on the party was that I could do a lot of  Swedish/English jokes with words like bra x3 I were using that word all evening (JUST BECAUSE I CAN) (it means good btw)

I can’t tell you anything that happened on the party because then the other girls would probably search threw all corners of Sweden, and once they found me they would torture me for hours before eventually I would die. They would probably not even let me die, they would just keep torturing me without letting me die for YEEAARS! Yes, I think they are that crazy… After all, iwaku is full of maniacs. (I’m talking about myself too)

Anyway… I won’t go out on any walks before all this horrible snow is gone Dx I will probably become fat during winter! (How did this have anything to do with anything?)

This was all for now 🙂 I will leave you with fart ^^ (Fart is speed in Swedish, what did you think about?)

SLUT! (The end!)


Officially graduated!

Now I have officially graduated, I had my graduation last Friday but this was the last day in school so first today I am really done with school :9

It was so cute when we sat in the classroom, almost all music teachers were there plus our Swedish teacher ^^ And they gave us a mini concert (two songs)  x) Some people started to cry during the first song and then half the classroom were crying during the second song. (the second song were “time to say goodbye” But I don’t remember what the first song were.)

I didn’t cry though, I don’t think it has sunken in yet that I actually have graduated xD When school starts in the autumn then I will realize that I won’t start school and I will start crying too xD

I bought all the twilight books in English today, mostly because love stories just sounds ridiculous in Swedish xD Not because I like the love story in twilight that much, actually Edward and Bella annoys me a lot xD I think I have written about that before x) I like the most in twilight except Edward and Bella, weird? I don’t think so xD
Anyways, it costed less than I thought it would so I had some money left and for those I bough  six horror/thriller movies (very cheap) So far I have watched two and none of those two are any scary, but those were the thriller/horror movies, now I have the real horror movies left. Hopefully they are good :9 One of the horror movies is a Korean movie and another is Japanese, the rest is from America.

Now I shall change the subject, I hope you thank me for warning you of the subject change xD

My voice were so f**ked up today, sometimes I didn’t have a voice at all and sometimes I sounded like a guy and sometimes my voice were normal xD This sickness is killing me, seriously xD

Oh and I got my grades today 🙂 Did I write that before? Maybe, maybe not… Well, my grades were pretty good actually 🙂 I didn’t get any IG (F) so I’m pretty happy xD

In Sweden we have IG, G, VG and MVG (but now we have taken in A-F but it’s only kids that are born 1995 and later that gets those grades)
IG is like F
G is like C-D
VG is like B-C
MVG is like A-B

I got 14 G, 16 VG and 6 MVG 🙂 It’s not amazing grades but it’s good enough ^^ Mostly my VGs and MVGs were in music things but also some other courses like Japanese.

Oh well, I shall concentrate on my movies now, if any of them are interesting then maybe I will do a small review on them later.

Parent logic and hallucinations

I love how I always tend to get sick when I least want to get sick. Tomorrow I will graduate and I have become sick xD My throat hurts and my sinus is fucked up so I sound like a fucking cartoon character right now x) I have also had some funny hallucinations, both when I woke up after four hours of sleep and some later in the day. I hallucinated that a woman were staring at me and she looked like the grudge but without the white face Dx  It was creepy! That were probably because I had seen the grudge the day before and because I were so damn tired right then.

Then I got another hallucination when I walked to school, first I thought I saw a woman that were waving at me but it was a bird that sat and flapped with his wing.  (saw it like five seconds after I thought that someone were waving at me) Then just some meters later I saw a man standing on the street but as I got closer it only were a… I don’t remember what it was but something that wasn’t alive and it were human made. Then when I got to the bus station and were waiting for my bus I saw another person but that time it was a bike.

And all these hallucinations came just when I got sick? Coincident? Pff, I DON’T THINK SO!!!!! Now the grudge girl will haunt my dreams forever o.O

My class is a bit weird too, people have payed a lot of money to get a graduation cap but now there is some people in my class that won’t be wearing them because it destroys their hair o.O WHY DID YOU BOUGHT IT TO BEGIN WITH? D:
They also asked the others in the class if we all could skip the caps.. Pff, I payed for it, I shall wear it. When will I ever be able to wear it again? What a waste of money if I didn’t wear it on my graduation.
Okay I confess, I didn’t pay for my cap.  It was my dad.
BUT, I wanted to pay for it because it felt so grown up if I would have payed for it myself. But I waited and waited and waited for the bill to come, and then one day when I sit in the car my dad tells me that the bill for the student cap had come some months ago.

I: “Okay.” *Why didn’t he tell me?*
He: “Well, I payed it for you.”
I: “Okay, well I wondered why I hadn’t got the bill yet.”


But I am kind of glad that I didn’t have to pay it at the same time, because it gave me money to waste on other things xD My parents always tells me that I have to buy clothes and such stuff myself but it is very few times that they actually lets me do it xD

My mom said that we were going to go and buy shoes because they had really low prices during a small period. I didn’t have money at that time so she said that I could borrow from her and give it back the month after when I would have money again. So then when the next month came and I came with the money that I owed her then she said that I could keep them but I couldn’t tell dad because he would just complain and say that I must pay for myself. xD I start to think that my mom doesn’t want me to grow up x)

Then my mom buys me a dress, shirts, socks and underwear’s when they are away from home a couple of days and dad complains and says that I should buy those things myself.
Me “… But she bought them without asking me….”
Dad “… I know…”

He always says that I should buy things myself and tells mom to stop buying things to me but still he pays for things all the time xD Like when we were going to buy a book in school and I had to borrow money from him, when I were going to give them back then he said I could keep them. The same with the student cap, he payed it.

Parent logic is weird x)