I don’t know how to say this nicely, but you can’t continue like this. I understand that you think you have something special with S, but she’s just using you. You must leave her before it’s too late. You’re my friend, I care about you, and I don’t want to see you hurt. So please, break up with the snooz-button before it’s too late, for both our sake.
With love, from your friend and body, Alec
My brain decided to snooz for one and a half hour this morning. I vaguely remember waking up, sitting up and…. Nope that’s all i remember, I don’t even remember turning of the alarm or laying back down again. *Sigh*
I could accept four hours, but four and a half is to step over some kind of invincible, magical, fictional line… WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT?
Either way, I seem to have developed an unhealthy snoozing habit the last couple of years, so I need to try and get out of that. I am not going to quit yet, I just need to have some extra time to get used to getting up immediately when I wake up.
The naps are going good at least. I’m not sleeping during them yet, but at least my body feel really relaxed and I can feel the start of falling asleep. But there is a bit to go before I will be able to sleep properly during them.
And i forgot the water bottle again. *Hits myself*. I was incredibly tired already from midnight, so when the time came to go to sleep, I had already turned into a zombie and just thought “beeeeeed”. I’LL DO BETTER TONIGHT… I hope :3